Angie's Profile

cirque...

Tue, 04 Sep 2007 17:49:57 GMT

this weekend = ompf... yup. ompf sums it up for me. went to toronto this weekend. stayed with a good friend of mine at her folks house. it was real nice up there. sunny, warm, no mosquitos, fantastic actually. saturday night way cirque du soleil. it was their show, Kooza. it was amazing. hampster wheels, contortionist, my spelling errors... goodness do i love a well choriographed freak show. well choriographed with good music. more to come in time, but this week is the start of school. this week will be hell on wheels...if hell needed to go anywhere that is.

in the words of my dear friend Niles, love something!

a scene from Kooza. these girls have no spine...none, not a single one. but they were fantastic to watch. and the little one on top, she ooked to be about 8, no joke.

it's all said and done

Thu, 30 Aug 2007 05:52:32 GMT

so, i did it. today i took archie into chelsea to drop him off to lady who will take him and love him. not as much as i of course, but enough. i've had to give cat due to him hating my roommates. this has been quite the conundrum. absolutely tears me up inside. long story though. bottom line, it had to be done. nothing was going to make him like my roommates, thus, nothing was going to make him stop peein on their stuff.

on the other hand, things are for the most part, going well. dancing is picking up hard core. i've got six more weeks to learn four more dances, on top of the three i've already learned, and three more costumes to make, on top of the one i've bought already. this is not a cheap hobby, just throwing that out there. lol.

...i wish i had more to type. i feel that if i typed more, i'd think less. but i'm still in the thinking process. and there is little expression until the thinking is done. I hope the majority of your time is spent being happy. i know with this up and down weather, it's hard to have 100% all around great times.

sincerely,
attempts to keep in touch.

sad times call for sad mesures...

Sat, 25 Aug 2007 06:35:22 GMT

so i've had a cat for about a year. thing is, it's been a long year. the one thing that was there, my cat, Archie. long story short, i moved into a new house with three of my best friends, and Archie keeps on messing with their stuff, and I have to let him go. I've been looking for options that will help him to get adopted. But there is nothing that really comes to mind. aside from the humane society, or some sort of animal shelter, the other options aren't too appealing. this might be one of the hardest things i've ever had to do. this feels just like when my friend Ricky died. he and i were best friends, went to the same babysitter and everything. he got sick and was diagnosed with Leukemia. being told Archie wasn't going to be to stay kind of felt the same as it did when I was told Ricky wasn't going to make it. that sucks.

Fri, 24 Aug 2007 17:50:18 GMT

sometimes life happens. but sometimes life happens so much that you have no idea where it went. i have memories and i have recollections of good times, but now, all of a sudden, i'm 21, i'm graduating in april, i've got a house (that i'm renting), i've got random jobs coming from all angles and the whole time, i'm still stuck on the 21 part.

things haven't been bad, but they've been interesting. actually, really intresting, to the point where more often than not, they have been great. it's no use "updating" because of my bad habit of falling off the face of the earth.

but i think i'm getting back into the habbit. :0)

me on my birthday....yup, 21....still weird.

Ok, so today isn't quite shaping up to be better than yesterday. That's not good.

Wed, 26 Jul 2006 17:02:13 GMT

Ok, yesterday was by far, one of the worst days of my life. I will explain everything, but a breif over view for your time limits: crazy people, bad math class, shattered windshield, cancled lunch w/ someone coolio, deep thought in therapy, frustrating dance class, speeding ticket. the only decent thing about yesterday was dinner w/ janel, and coffee w/ Mike. That was about it.

Crazy people: well, just that. fucking crazy. I don't even know what to say about that. well, i do, but i'm not going too. if you want to know about this one, well, you're going to have to ask, and be prepared for me to say no, i won't tell you.
bad math class: also self explanitory. It is just bad. i don't do math. let along statistics. i just don't. my brain isn't wired that way. that's why i'm in fucking social work. i love it, NO ACEDEMICS. non. what so ever. all i need to do is care, and i do. so i'm a perfect fit.
shattered windshild: on my way home from bad math class, a large vehicle kicked up a large rock, saw it come flying at my car. hit my windshield and went through both panes of class. wich caused me a pain in the ass! but whatever. i have to get it fixed today, which will be expencieve. a lot actually. but it's bad. not even driveable. i had to take amanda's car yesterday to my dance class
cancled lunch: Mr. Harvey, my counslor from middle/high school, i was supposed to have lunch w/ him, but he called my house b/c he never puts my direct line in his phone, called to say he had to cancle. ass bag!
deep thoughs in therapy: this has been quite the summer personal growth. and it sucks. this summer, i'm doing nothing but looking at myself, and picking put all the things i need to work on. lets just say i need more than just this summer, but this is all i got. i've my self on a deadline, and i don't think i'm going to make it.
frustrating dance class: normally i don't get everything on the first try. and that's fine. but my day has sucked so much at this point, i freaked out a bit at dance, which just added to my anger and sheer hate for that particular tuesday!
And lastly, speeding ticket: i was on 94, rockin' out to my country music, in amanda's car b/c mine was undriveable. so i'm rockn' out, driving, and all of sudden i see red lights and blue state car. FUCKING STATE COPS AT THE END OF THE MONTH. all he was doing was meeting his quota. THAT'S ALL!!!!! but whatever. this just gets added to the things i have to pay for. which is a lot. i think between this, and someother things, everything comes to 500 dollars. that means that i am not spending anything for the rest of the summer. it's all going into my bank account to i can build up my savings again. this is not only the first time in three years that i have been under 2000 dollars, the first time in over three years that i have been under 1000 dollars. and i am kind of freakin' out a bit. quite a bit.

some down time...or something like it

Thu, 20 Jul 2006 18:36:31 GMT

Ok, so this is just about the first peice of collected down time that i've been able to muster up in a while. I've had free time, esp. in the last few days, but oddly not enough conviction to sit down and type on my computer. I don't know, something about sitting down for an extended period of time didn't seem like such a good idea. didn't think i could do it. but now i think i can't. though, i'll be honest, i just a nother cup of coffee, and i'm afraid that there will quite a bit of spelling errors and perhaps even miss words. my brain and inner diolouge are moving at a must faster pace than my hands are at this point. but i can't only imagine how much worse it would be if i was hand writing all of this. hell, if that was the case, i wouldn't even do it. haha.

not too much new on the homefront. though i'm learning a whole lot lately. though not in my math class, and i guess that could be seen as a slight problem. but i'm learning a lot about myself theses days, making one step after antoher, and seeing things about me that i didn't know i did. most of it was a way to protect myself, but in the end, it's not helping. it's not really hurting either, it's just keeping me kind of stationary, and i'm not going anywhere. but i'm slowly moving forward, catching myself doing things that i need to learn how to stop, and it actually feels kind of nice.

this summer, i've been quite strait forward. i'm starting to live up, full force, to my idea of no bull shit, no fuckin around, no games, just blunt, honest, truth. i'm not saying that everything is all of a sudden easy and turned into yes or no, and there isn't any grey in between, but i'm learning to see through the grey, and learning to accept the answers in between yes and no. taking them for what they're worth, and just keeping forward w/ what i want, and letting people tag along for the ride, and also not being so upset when they fall off b/c things turned left when they so obvisouly wanted to go right.

i guess this is also the summer of metaphores and analogies. oh well, you get the idea, right? GOOD.

I still don't like my job. that hasn't changed at all, in fact, not even a little bit. i don't hate it, i just don't like it. and id on't like not liking my job. but last friday, i have an interview at Maggiano's Italian restaraunt at about 930 am, then they had me come back in THAT DAY at around 330, and i'll find out tomorrow if i get the job or not. if i do, then I'm going to tell Ann Taylor Loft that for personal reasons I can no longer work for them, I apologize that i am leaving on such short notice, and i hope that this doesn't hinder the relationship between myself and the corporate offices of ATL.

on a much happier note, and something a lot more fun, last monday was AMAZING. the rain and the company was wonderful. it was one of the most awkward/entertaining/intresting/i don't even have a real word for it night that i have had recently. playing in the rain, me and about 8 or 9 other grown ass ppl, like a bunch of kids. dancing and jumping and screaming. running around, jumping on everyone. and speaking about everyone, there was just a whole lot of hands going a whole lot places they weren't supposed to. if i had a nickle for every time a gay guy grabbed my boob that night, well, i'd have a whole lot of nickels. just hands, and touching, and rain, and music, and people giving us dirty looks, being totally out of movie or some real fun commercial or something. we were kind of amazing, not gonna lie.

on quite the sad note, Liam leaves today. he leaves at 3, well, that's when his plane is supposed to get off the ground. like that EVER happens as it shoult. but he was in town for a good month of so, and i was so happy to see him. I love that kid, hoenstly, a whole hell of a lot. he and i talked, and we came to the conclusion that the kind of friendship we have, it's something amazing. he's the kid that when we're older, and lets say i'm sick, and i'm alone, and i can no longer take care of myself, he told me that he'd take care of me. the way he said it, it was so random, and so out of the blue, that i believe him. that got me thinking too, and i know for a fact that i'd do the same for him. i knew the kid for a week before i went back to school, and we talked almost every day on the phone after that for three weeks before he moved back to australia, where we proceeded to talk at leats once a week for the next year and half. when he came back this time to visit, it was back to the talking and seeing eachother just about every day, and so that makes his going home that much harder. but he'll be back, soon. i know it. so that makes me happy....er.

that seems to be about it. i thought that my belly dancing class was going to be dancing at the AA art fair on saturday, but i think that the more advanced classes are going to be dancing. they only gave her about 40 minutes to work with, so we'll see. i'll keep you all posed if i'm dancing and all the good stuff.

there you have it, my life in a nut shell. PEACE OUT.

...hmm, been some time, huh?

Wed, 14 Jun 2006 17:10:57 GMT

Hey. Things have been quite crazy lately. And oddly enough, I do have some down time, but when I have it, I'm so blah, I just sit there and make it look like i'm watching tv, but not really. just kind of zoning. but a lot has been going on. first off, my job. ann taylor loft, it isn't the job that i don't like, and it is some of the girls that i don't like, but mostly, it's the fact that it's still so damn intimidating. I mean, i've been there almost three weeks now, and i know what i'm doing for the most part, but sometimes, i go in and i can't help but feel out of place and so freakin' unwelcome. and i don't like that, and i don't really have anyone to talk to about it. two out of the three managers i have are a part of this problem. so we'll see, maybe i'll get better. and if not, well then i only have two months left before i can put in my two weeks and go away again forever back to ypsi. i have to work today, and saddly, i'm kind of dredding it. i was supposed to work maybe on sunday, but i was on call. and one of the managers that doesnt' like me picked up the phone, and i think that's why she told me to not come in, becuse i really believe that she doesn't like me. i have no idea how busy they were on sunday, but it was sunday, sunday's aren't a slow day at the mall. sunday is most womens shopping day, and we're a womens clothing store...duh.

oh well, i'm hoping to get over this. secondly, i got my ears pierced again. i was in the mood. sara and i were at lunch where she works at olive garden, and then we went to great lakes crossing, and we walked passed the clairs, and we went in because i wanted two more holes in my ears. they don't hurt, but the constant tug on them from my hair is a bit lame. i like it though, i think it looks better... but now i'm thinking about going all the way up my right ear. becuase now i've got the two on the bottom, the one on top, and space fore two more in between. who knows, maybe next year. i want to be able to give blood sometime soon. (meaning 6 months. lol)

not a whole lot else is going on. i had a little show for my belly dancing in AA. nothing major, just something small and something that was for the teachers and other students. and we had a few groups come in and dance for us too. there i met a lady named Janice Reily. and she is a solo performer and also teaches private lessons for 30 an hour. she said she wanted to work with me so badly because she think i have great potential and a natural skill for it that she is willing to take the price down for me to 15 an hour. HALF OFF. so if my budgets next years allows me to do so, then yes, yes i will. i will take reagular belly dancing, and solo dancing to do drum work and other such ethnic things. EXCITMENT.

that's about, work, school, belly dancing, and the occasional not-liking of my job. more to come, maybe, if anything else happens. later.

can't sleep, couldn't tell you why though

Sat, 03 Jun 2006 04:16:58 GMT

Ok, so i'm trying to sleep. it's late, and i'm up real real early. like 5am early. i have to drive all the way out to dexter in the morning, so that way i can hitch a ride out to wixom to watch my cousin do her irish step dancing, and then back to dexter, then out to novi, and after that, well, couldn't tell you what was happening.

i've been working a lot lately. and i'm still trying to decide if i like it or not. i mean, sure, it's retail, so it's not like i'm going to LOVE my job. but i'd prefer to at least like it. ya know? as of now i've decided that the more i learn, and the more i can do thing on my own without having to ask for help, the more i can tolerate it. but there is this one girl, Kyana, she's nice and all, but when she gets with one of our managers, Tamara, the two of them annoy the hell out of me. i don't know what it is about them, but for some reason, the word pretentious comes to mind. they kind of make me want to hit them, or stab them in the eye a few times. they just give off this vibe of being so condecending towards me. and if anything, it kind of makes me laugh. of course they are better at retail than i am, i've never worked retail before. it's like if they were to come and work w/ me at my restaurant. of course i'm going to be a better waitress than they are, i've been doing it for 6 years. but in time i think i'll get better. i learned the reggister pretty fast, but it's not like i know how to do all transactions. but i'm getting there. returns and exchanges are a breeze, and issuing out Ann Taylor cards are getting easier, but some other things...man, too many hoops to jump through to get to where i need to be. LAME. Also, the store changes every time i go in. they switch it up every day, i swear. i went in today, and just as i was learning where everythin goes, i had to relearn it all today because it all got shifted around. and non of it has any rhyme or reason, it's just of placed in areas that i guess someone thought looked good. but they'll have different colors of the SAME item scattered all around the store. NO, bad ideal. as a consumer, i can honestly tell you that if i wanted a to try on a skirt, and i was told that they had black, but all i could see was white, red, and brown, i'm going to assume that those were the only three colors they had. why would it occure to me that they had black, light blue and navy on the other side of the store? and same with the tank tops. makes no sense to me. but i don't go in untill 11 or so for the most part, so i have no say in what goes where. which i feel is a problem. i think they should let me do that. lol. my schedual thus far isn't soooo bad. but they do have me working a lot. i worked Mon., Wed., Fri., i work sunday, and then i work again wednesday-sunday next week. whic is good i guess because that means i'll be getting some fat checks. so i like that. but today was pay day, becaue every friday is pay day, and i was thinking that they'd put at least monday and wednesday on my check....oh no. my check was for not this pas thrusday, but thrusday LAST week. and i was there for two hours and fifteen minutes...so i got a check for under 20 bucks. i looked at the amount, and the firs thing that came to mind was that i thought it cost more to make the check than what the check was actually worth. blew my mind.

ok, so i've rambled on for some time now. i think yet another tempt to fall asleep is in order here. ok, peace out!

this made me happy, that is all.

Tue, 30 May 2006 05:20:22 GMT

yeah, still happy:

What Makes You.. by SheBangs12
Your name?
Your gender?
What makes you sexy?	Your hips
What makes you pretty?	Your smile
What makes you loveable?	How fun you are
What makes you fun?	Everything about you!
What makes you irresistable?	Your voice
What makes you cute?	Your personality

Quiz created with MemeGen!

I FIGURED IT OUT!!!

Sat, 27 May 2006 16:25:14 GMT

Ok, so i went the doctor today, because well, it just needed to happen. And heres the deal. It was an allergy attack dealie that turned into a bacterial infection, and then that moved over to my ear, so now i have a bacterial infection in my nose and an ear infection. man, this suck. but now i'm on zithromax, flonase, psudephed, and allegra. hope it works. but we'll see. i just want to be better by monday, i don't want to be snotting all over my customers. haha.

....blar

Sat, 27 May 2006 03:19:17 GMT

sick, that's all i have to say. i'm just sick. and this is going on week...3 or 4. i've lost count. lame.

BLAH

goodness do I need a job

Tue, 23 May 2006 06:21:32 GMT

Ok, so today I went to go and meet a friend for lunch, in the hopes that he could get me a job at his practice. Well, I have been trying to have lunch with this man for about a week and half now. So I get to the restaraunt at 11:30, when we were to meet. I wait for him to show up, and at noon I decide I'm going to call to see if everything is alright. Well I call, and it ends up he got caught up in a meeting, and forgot all about it. So there goes that, and a free lunch. So now we've reschedualed again, and if I don't see him this time, I am convinced that I will never see him again.

But that's not all I did today. I later had a job interview with Ann Taylor the Loft. I think it went fairly well. She asked me questions like "are you chatty, and are you personable?" "What do you feels makes a good sales rep?" "What do you think makes a successful store?". And personaly, I think I gave her wonderful answers. But we'll see if she calls back saying I got the job. I hope I did, my discount would be AMAZING. I mean, pretty hard core discount we're talking here kids.

All jobs aside, or lack there of, I've also got class to worry about. I'm taking a math class at OCC, and I don't like it. I don't think I'm going to understand it, but the way I see it is, all I need is a C- or better, and the credit will transfer back to Eastern. This is why I took at OCC and not at school is because I knew I wouldn't do well. So I figured why get the credit AND have the not so good grade show when I can just have the credit, and have them assume I did well? Right? So from now on I think I am going to have my friend Stephy help me with my homework and help me study for the tests. My first test is this Thursday, and tomorrow me and some of the other kids in my class are staying after school to go over all the chapters and all of the stuff we need to know. I hope it helps.

I'm kind of glad that I'm getting back into livejournal. And honestly, I don't remember if I've already said this, for if I've just thought it enough times that I think I've said it. Who knows? But I think this is going to be a good way to get back to where I need to be. I mean for me. To get in touch with some friends that I haven't done to well with keeping in touch with, and just using it as a way for me to sort myself out. Now I'm not talking being all emo and junk, I just mean getting it all out, so I can re-read it, and sort things out on my own, and at the same time, asking for help where I need it. I mean, lets be honest, If I didn't want feedback, I wouldn't post it ont he interweb. Duh.

But is getting late, and I have class in the morning. NIGHT!

last time, i promise

Mon, 22 May 2006 03:39:11 GMT

so i forgot that my name doesn't have to be limited to my WHOLE name. so i switched it up a bit and here's what happened. I like it, i think it's a new way of looking at me...or something....lol.

<td align="center"> Angie --
[noun]:

A dance involving little to no clothing

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com</td>

Ha, what a riot. Dance part, sure, why not. the Little to no clothing part, a hoot is what that is.

I thought this would be alright to do....

Sun, 21 May 2006 18:44:02 GMT

<td align="center"> Angela Valentina Lasek --
[noun]:

Someone that you are not, someone that you don't exactly want to be, but wouldn't mind being with

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com</td>

ps, I like knowing HTML and java script... means I get to say what I want and where.

again, some things never change

Sun, 21 May 2006 05:21:51 GMT

I know I did this in the beginning, but I would like to take the time right now to apologize for my lack of decent spelling and grammar. I'm terrible at it, spell check hates me, and even gives on me on occasion. I'm serious, no joke. So for the majority of my friends who just happen to be english/writing related majors and what-not, I am SO sorry. I'm trying, I swear, but my brian moves to fast for my hands to type, and too fast for my eyes to notice something is missing.

That is all, thank you and goodnight.

honky tonk or just getting lost?

Sun, 21 May 2006 03:23:01 GMT

Ok, so today, even though i kind of feel like crap still, I got up, got dressed, and Sara, Amanda (Sara's sister) and I went to the mall so i could pick up job apps. Poor them, i made them go everywhere with me, and i thanked them profusely for it. and that ended up in me landing an interview...not the job exactly, but an interview at Ann Taylor The Loft. I hope it works out, i like that store, and i'd like a discount to that store. even though i'd have to wear their clothing when i worked, one pair of black pants, one black skirt, and two button down tops should do it. that should also come to about 100 or so dollars, but you do what you have to do. then, we promptly decided that we three were going to go to the ho-down in down town detroit. no joke, took us like 2 and half, or close to three hours to get there because of all the traffic and detours and all that bull crap. we were so close to just turning around and going home about four times, no joke. the only thing that really kept us going were all the boys that keps on talking to us at all the red lights, asking if we were going their way, and we would tell them, no, we're going ours. and so we deicde that we didn't drive all this way to just turn around, and we became determined to go to the damn thing and have some fun even if it killed us. so we get to where we're supposed to be, and some boys in a truck (this is the fourth set of guys who have talked to us while we were lost in detroit... boy if i had a penny for ever time i said i was lost in detroit, i'd be rich), and said we could follow them to parking. so we do, and we get parking, and we park, and we start walkinga way, but alas we lost them because they took too long and we were in no mood to sit around any longer. so we walked off. but as we were leaving we left them a note saything thanks for helping us find parking, and the girls in the white convertable. and we singed them Melissa and Cici. like we were gonna put our real names or something, pshaw. has anyone ever known me to give my real name to strangers? the answer is no. but backing up again, so we get there, and we start walking to heart plaza, and we stand around for a bit listening to music, but we wanted to walk around. so we get pushed into the crowd of ppl, which was a lot of fucking ppl. and i resorted to being real short and just ducking under ppland going through their legs, that's right, i did it. and the one guy, who was drunk told me that it must be hard, but to not get stepped on. and then i ducked and ran again, and when i popped back up, this kid starting yelling "WOAH WOAH WOAH" and i was like what up Joey Lawrence, where's Blossom? ok, so i didn't say that for real, but i thought it after when i told Sara about it. then as we were going back, and about to leave, a rush of ppl start comming in our direction, and i get pushed up against this one guy, who was cute, non the less quite as shocked at the rush of ppl as i was. and no joke, there for about 2 minutes. and as the rush died down, and as the three of us were walking away, i looked back and told him "Thanks for letting me press up against you...i guess" and he laughed and winked, and i skampered off w/ Sara and Amanda. so we leave, and we got back on the road, and the ride home was only about 25 minutes...no joke. when it took us ass long to get there. we chuckled at the whole thing... but it was kind of a crazy chuckle. not gonna lie.
all in all, an o kay day, one that i thought deserved to be in the books.

you think it's a fog horn, but i'm just blowing my nose

Sat, 20 May 2006 02:51:23 GMT

Well, as JMFW says, I guess I need to update. lol. but to be honest, not a whole lot to update on. I've been sick ever since school got out. IT'S BEEN LIKE THREE WEEKS. but it's ok, i guess....I have been pretty lucky this semester health wise. the way i treated myself this semester, late nights all the times. two our three REAL all nighters in a row, more than once. i take it that this is my body's way of saying fuck you, paybacks a bitch. so i'll deal with it, i had it commin since last january. the boy situation, well, not too much to update on that. somethings have happened, and if you were ment to know, you already do. there are somethings that even the all mighty ell-jay Gods don't need to know.

as of now, i need a job. i am willing to do almost anything. HA, i know my friends, thus i put in the word ALMOST. that means that if i were to be presented with anything that is really lame and super obviously a product of TTE, i can say no, and then laugh in your face. mostly because i want in your face, but i can't help that. i'm sick. i get mean when i don't feel well.

school is going well. real well actually. i love it. i love what i'm doing and i love what i'm going to be doing for the rest of my life. social work is the way to go for me. and not because people tell me i'd be good at it, because i think i'd be good at it. along with school, i quick that fucked up job at SEEUS. i hated it there. with every fiber of my being, and with an undying firery passion in the pit of my heart. but now i get go and work for EMU Parking. all this means is, i keep my same pay, YAY, but then i also get put into a little parking booth where i get to sit alone for god knows how long.. not so yay. but it's good pay, SO YAY.

and for a quick breifing on the rest of things, i'm in a fraternity, yes fraternity, not serority. don't act like i don't know what i'm in, i'm the one in it. lol. it's called Alpha Phi Omega. it's co-ed. and we do community service around the area. we are all a bunch of do-gooders, but dang can we party. it has even been said by a friend of mine that one of our parties is the only one that he has ever walked out of not knowing if he was going to make it home,and he was less than a block away, with out any turns. and as the one that plays designated driver more often than not, i could understand that.

also, i'm in the social work program, and i want to take into high shcools. i want to take on whatever cases they give me. but i want my main focus to be on LGBTQ stuff. i am also looking to find some sort of an internship around the washtenaw county area so that way it is close to (my new) home.

but it's late, i'm sick and i'm tired. good night, good luck. (which i heard was an amazing movie, and i'd like to see it sometime soon, who's game?)

here goes....

Mon, 02 Jan 2006 17:06:54 GMT

you know thoes nights where it's not like you don't remember things, and you know exactly what happened...but for a few days after the fact of everything, you're still like...woah, wtf happened? that's where i am right now. and i'm still wearing janels jewlry that i had on from saturday. and it's not monday... and if you're a math major, then you can assume that i didn't shower yesterday... but i'm over it. i was in bed sunday morning at like 7ish i'd like to say. then, woke up at like 10ish, started to get ready and helped clean up a bit....a lot bit, so much to clean. AHHHH. and then went home in the afternoon. got home, has some veggies w/ my mom, then someone called me. and as soon as i hung up the phone, i was out, like a light. gone to the world. woke up for a bit, watched a movie w/ my rents. and by watch a movie,i mean proceed to fall asleep in a different part of my house. then when it was done, went back upstairs and fell asleep again... and then didn't wake up until like 1030 this morning. and i could sleep longer if i wanted to. and i do, but i won't. this weeknd was so messed up, but it couldn't have been any more amazing. or galmorous. we all looked so good. i mean wow. we all looked kind of amazingly beautiful. and i'm ok w/that. but my car, my poor car smelled like smoke for so long. i just took care of it. i wiped it all down and sprayed in the inside w/ that all faberic stuff. i hope it doesn't smell later...blech.
right now, there are so many ppl i want to talk to and laugh with. i mean, hell, rob for one. we now have some of the funnies memeories, and some of the best bruises. yes, we wrestled, just to get him to ge to bed. there is so much more tot he story than that. but there isn't enough lj space to tell it all. hahaha. wonderful. then there was "The Red Shirt Guy" that came w/ Victoria... who's intresting, to say the least. and the streamers, and the bottles. so many bottles. i mean, holy holloween caped crusader. woof. and then theres janel, christine, jenny showed up and that made me happy, shayna, rob, tom, joe, nathan was there for a little bit, and sara came up for the night and that was the best. we had such a good time. i was so happy that sara came up. marc was maybe going to, but i wasn't too sure. and it's totally cool that he didn't. he sounded like he was already someplace when i called him. this has got to be the most jumbeld lj you guys have ever read. but i mean, as you can tell, i know what i'm talking about...but it's almost like it was all a dream and all that good stuff. wow, i'm going to have to rethink all of this...and get back to you guys with a more efficiant entry.

and p.s.
scott, caroline, kyle, justin, meredith, when are you guys free before break is over... i will drive into chelsea or ann arbor for a day or something. just let me know. i would love to see all of you before break is over.

see kids, this is how it goes.

Sat, 05 Nov 2005 20:10:29 GMT

how it goes it, chicks before dicks, all the time. we look out for each other, and it's going to be like that for about....EVER. but you know, i wouldn't have it any other way. i still have the ring Janel made me, and i'm going to take her out on monday because we need it, hard core. not gonna lie. thrusday was intresting, and we'll leave it at that, friday was funny, and we'll it at that. even though i talked to marc for a while, and i liked it. i think i miss him more than i thought i would. it's a way of life though, i get close with someone, and then it's extra hard when they are no longer physically close, or never were physically close. but i'm ok with that. mostly.

and new topic, i love triangle. i was all too extactic to work with them yesterday. it was something like amazing. and i loved it hard core. i was there for an hour, and then they were all like "and heres your project, have it" and i kind of worked my magic with excell and the internet, and i got a lot done. so i was happy about that too. i think this is what i want to do. forever. but forever is a while away, so i'll worry about that when it gets here.

in the words of Janel, whom i have confessed my love for a lot, 'much love, kisses, and skanky ass bitches' (funny who no matter whos saying it, there is always a skanky ass bitch to put in that place....)

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 23:23:41 GMT

as i sit in my room,
and look around the mess.
i realize that it's all mine,
but don't know what it all is.

it's been years since my last poem,
and i never thought i was that good,
but i'll try this one time,
to see if i can shake this feeling.

i've tried to shake it physically,
and all i got was a headache.
i tried to shake it meantally,
and all i got was a headache...

so i'll sit in my chair,
the one in my room.
the one that's far away from everyone else.

people make me happy,
silence scares me shitless,
guys make me angry,
and sometimes want to cry.

being alone is the worst,
and being annoyed in just as bad,
not being ok with either
is somthing i don't want to admit.

i hate when people lie,
and it hurts when they tell the truth.
and i can talk myself up,
to prove i'm not that small.

so i'll sit in my chair,
the one in my room.
the one that's far away from everyone else.

what would i do if i had no friends.

Sat, 22 Oct 2005 16:55:38 GMT

for starters, i'd be friendless, though that's just obvious. So heres the rest of the news. i had to wait until now to post it because it hadden't happened until last night. So i had a date tonight (emphasis on HAD), and it got cancled. He calls me and say that hangging out tonight would be a bad idea because he doesn't want to lead me on. ok, great, too bad that part happened already. but oh well. so i was calm and cool about it and was like, it's ok, whatever. kindda sounding bitter...lol. and he says "oh, but i feel terrible". and i just brushed it off, "oh don't worry, whatever, i appreciate you telling me now". so he tells me he's still hung up on his ex, and he doesn't thing he's ready to start dating other people yet. and was like "ok, whatever, and i do appreciate you saying this now" and he says again "but i do feel terrible" and i said to him "good, i also appreciate that you feel terrible." and he laughed like he thought i was kidding, but i think he got the idea that i wasn't when i didn't laugh with him. lol. so i had plans to hang out w/ Andrea, whom i love to peices, and she throughout the night, along w/ her boyfriend put me in a much better place than what i was when i left the house to go pick her up. i took her out on a date, and it made me feel better. lol. after, i went home and i was called by kyle. he is in a new house, and i wanted to see him, and my parentla units said it was cool if i went. so i went to go see kyle, and i talked to him about it, and we ended up having a wonderful time. we had lot's o' fun. and it made me giggle. so between Andrea (OH, AND HER WONDERFUL BOYFRIEND BRIAN who is one of the nicest guys ever), and kyle, i'm totaly fine now. but not gonna lie, i was a bit miffed. and by a bit miffed, i do mean totally pissed off. but if you know me, and i'd hope you do if you're reading this, you know i'm divising a plan. the only good thing is, you have no idea if it's a good one or a bad one, and if it'll work. muahahaha...::cough cough cough:: okie dokie, i'm off like a prom dress! PEACE OUT GIRL SCOUT!

"peace out girl scout" - brought to you by Janell

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 08:29:17 GMT

Ok, so it was brought to my attention tonight at work that it has been a while since my last update. Infact, a whole lot has happened since my last update. Starting with the lame stuff, like I'm still all kinds of sickness. The cough isn't getting better, but my runny/stuffed/half open/half no nose is doing better. I can smell stuff, and I like how that goes. Hehe. Work is well, work. Last week was a week of doubles, nothing but doubles. Which I asked for, but damn, whodda thought it kick my ass THAT much. And then tonight I covered a friends shift, which included another double. Though it wasn't bad, in fact, it was quite fun. Minus how I sometimes get aggitated and I tend to get real bitchy real fast, but can turn it off like a light switch.
Enough about work, on to how I have recently made an ass of myself, and enjoyed every minute of it. For starters, let's review the letter that began "Dear Ass Clown,". And how it was most effective. I gave that kid my number about two weeks ago, right? TWO WEEKS. I'm just going to assume that he was busy, or else I might get a tid bit miffed. But, the good thing is, whenever I am at Abby's, even if I have no intention of bothering him, we always end up running into the hallway of her aprtments, going next door to his door, knocking realy realy hard, and yelling "AssBag", then running back into Abby's place and locking the door. Abby said she loves to do that because they don't seem to mind, and they usually come over, laugh at her, and it's all good. Ok, so that's what we did. But this time, there was no answer, and I was sad, kindda. So I decided to write him a note, and stick it to the outside of his door (mind you, they DO live in an apartment complex), and the note read as followed "Dear Ass Clown, Our appologies for the poorly played games of ding dong ditch. They have turned into games of knock really hard and run away. but with the lack of door bells, well... you undersatnd. i'm off like a prom dress! short kid, and the two crazy gals next door." that made me giggle a lot, esp. since we're all supposed to be in college, and we suck at it, LOVE. So the next day, i didn't have work, and i was feeling like crap, so i layed down after my classes, and was knocked out for like 5 hours. well, he calls me, and like i said, it's been two weeks since i gave him my number. so he calls me, and i'm all manish sounding, and sick sounding, and i say hello. and his voice got all confused and was like "Angie??' and i say yeah, and he goes"....oh,....o...k...". and i though i was going to fall off my loft laughing. it was too good. so i called him today, and we hangging out saturday. so that means i go home friday, see andy if i can, go to my apointment at noon, maybe another apointment, and then back to ypsi so i can make it at 7, and look amazingly cute at that.
NEXT!!!
Ok, so andy is home from cherry point, where he was home from Iraq. I miss him a lot and always like woah. but i know that when he is home, i am not going to be able to see him as often as i'd like. i am going to try to see him this weekend, friday actually, and try to get in an hour at least. lol. this kid is like my brother, i love this kid to death. he's so wonderful to me and protective of me, and he usually knows EXACTLY what to say when i'm being petty and annoyingly winey. lol.
School in general is going well, though i really need to up the anny in Art History. I NEED to do well on the next exam, and do ALL the extra creadit to try to make up for the last one. damn did i bomb that one. but i'm paying attention in class, going to all the classes, and trying to make at least one SI session per week. trying. Though my social work classes are going wonderfully. Espeacially my 222. it's fun, i have made a few real good friends. KB, for starters, i heard the word "shtopping", and i though KB, and giggled. and then MurDORK. His fake name is Murdock. and he only goes by Murdock because he transfered to Eastern, and didn't know anyone, and wanted to know if he could get ppl to call him Murdock. well it worked, so for his sake, i won't reveil his real name. lol. though now, KB and i decided that if he can call himself a fake name, then we can call him a fake name too. We have taken a liking to George, like how the huge snowman said it in the bugs bunny cartoons. Or MurDORK, one i made up while we were all on our coffe/tofu/chop stick high. it was wonderful. YAY for group projects with ppl you don't know, then love. haha. Murdock also have a pair of SUPER HUGE aviators, and I like to wear them in class, and look like a dumb ass, but i love it.
Ok, I think that's about as much as i can handle telling for right now. though don't doubt that there is more too come. Off like a prom dress!!

long time...

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 08:30:30 GMT

well things have been nuts. this is how i ususaly start out EVERY lj entry since school started. but it's true, they have been. and i'm not sure if i like it or not. so far, i have picked up hours at work cuz i need money, gotton sick after walking five hours in the rain, and had the most awkward weekend to date. but that's a whole nother story. an a good note, andy is home for a while, and i hope i get to see him one on one. i met this kid, a boy to be exact, and i told marc of him, and the first thing he says is "angie, such things for you just don't exist." and i giggled, and then kind of thought about it and was like CRAP,he's right. making new friends like woah, and i know, i know i am being quite cryptic.
on a not so good note, i have been in the most outragous funk lately. can't tell you what it is, why i am, or where it came from, i just am. i can't help it though, and i don't like it. but it seems to be happening a lot lately. i know of two other ppl, friends of mine, who are also in a funk. the only good thing about a funk is the word. funk is a funky word.. haha. i'm so lame sometimes, i crack myself up. lol.
some crazy stuff has been happening, and i don't even know if i can put it on lj, i mean, i could, but should i is the question? half of this stuff i don't undersatnd what's happening, let a lone expect any of you guys to get it. but as soon as i figure it out, i will be sure to let you know asap.
it's four thrity now, and should probably go to bed, even though i'm not even sure if i'm tired or not...damn it, i'm so indecisive. i feel so backwards all of a sudden, and i don't know what to do about it. BLAR, but whatever, i'm off like a prom dress. night guys, much love. like always.

been a long week.

Sat, 24 Sep 2005 21:35:21 GMT

ok, for starters, one of the few things that got me through this week was the Mix Cd that i got in the mail from Caroline. I LOVE IT. it's the perfect mix of the most wonderful songs ever. not to mention, she put La Nouba from Cirque du Soleil, and when i got it, i was watching Bravo network, and i was watching Cirque du Soleil: La Nouba... go figure. it's fate.. or something.
things have been a little harry lately, i owe my family a crap laod of moo-lah. 200 for my mom, 200 for my dad, 150 to the school, and 35 to my sister. in traslation, that mean one paycheck to mom, one paycheck to dad, and half of another paycheck to school and sister. dang. life bites. REALITY BITES. lol, bad series, but everyone watched it anyways. so all that, AND, i'm sick. nothing too terrible, but my kidneys were taking a huge beating, and sometimes when you kidney's fail, you die. and by sometimes, i mean always. so it sucked cuz they hurt, but it was good that they hurt b/c at that point in time, it means they did fail on me.
ok, i'm done now. THANKS, bye.

WTF Mate?

Sat, 03 Sep 2005 05:25:32 GMT

So my grandma doesn't even know who i am anymore... even though i'm the only...ONLY, one who goes to see her EVERY DAY. but ya know, i'm not bitter about it... but whatever, it's over, and i'm done, and i never have to do it again... thank goodness.